have i got it right

that could have been it
that moment
the one that just passed
it could have already come and gone
or maybe it is happening right now and i cant feel it
or it could be waiting a bit longer
that moment when i realize, understand
why i am here
when it all whooshes into me
when i peak
you say it happens to everyone at some point
when you know you've finally got it right
i really hope i didn't miss it
i hope it is waiting just a bit longer
if it is coming at all
but it seems to be getting late